I laugh. Only to hide what I really feel. I cry. Only so they will know I am not numb. I live. Because I know one day there will be more. I hope. You will feel the love I have for you.
For AWHL
24.10.09
My Light
In this dark place, cold and damp on this empty path, a feeling of abandonment washes over me, I can see you - standing there, your head is down - bleeding heart.
I am there too with your dispair but I stand far behind, where you cannot see me.
Hoping not a shoulder will turn- my faint glow,
A single tear falls from my eye, for I feel the pain in the dark. The pain of another, burning out my light .
I see a light, beyond you, far infront, was once there and will return when this has passed.
The glow of a place - I yurn to return,
I pull back but know now it will never be the same. Your hand will never catch me again, your strength once so empowering now so crimplomg will be be lost in my life.
In this dark place, cold and damp on this empty path, a feeling of abandonment washes over me, I can see you - standing there, your head is down - bleeding heart.
I am there too with your dispair but I stand far behind, where you cannot see me.
Hoping not a shoulder will turn- my faint glow,
A single tear falls from my eye, for I feel the pain in the dark. The pain of another, burning out my light .
I see a light, beyond you, far infront, was once there and will return when this has passed.
The glow of a place - I yurn to return,
I pull back but know now it will never be the same. Your hand will never catch me again, your strength once so empowering now so crimplomg will be be lost in my life.
impurity in my mind-like a flickering light
that unsteady glow shows the way to my soul
Guide me to the way I know, inside my heart
Show me a path of truth, not dark
Bring me to that secret place inside myself
Let me hide there until I am free of them all
Rise again when I am quenched with love
My misty breathe clouds my guiding heart,
My eyes follow the signs in the night
To a place in the world that I am meant to rest,
To help them see the love.
that unsteady glow shows the way to my soul
Guide me to the way I know, inside my heart
Show me a path of truth, not dark
Bring me to that secret place inside myself
Let me hide there until I am free of them all
Rise again when I am quenched with love
My misty breathe clouds my guiding heart,
My eyes follow the signs in the night
To a place in the world that I am meant to rest,
To help them see the love.
7.9.09
Why I`m Here
You can find inspiration all around you, the ones for me that usually stick are the ones far away, whether that be distance or a feeling a unattainability. This is the time in my life to figure out which ones i will venture out and grab. I am drawn to poetic languages like Spanish and Arabic, when i study them i feel small empty spaces within myself being filled. My thirst for knowledge is a life long journey for me, everyday I am fascinated by something new and my only true wish in life is to continue to find joy in discovering all the wonders of our beautiful WORLD. Through my blog I want to take the extra time to share with things that I am passionate about and maybe help to inspire someone too.
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